random
Friday, December 6, 2013 | 8:40 AM | 0 comments
supp guys and gals. Im bored so, here I am. Writing. Tomorrow Im helping my brother selling his kids clothing at KL. Nothing much, I thought if he sells it at Rasta TTDI I could window shopping all the prettehh clothes there urgh but nooo, he just sells the kids clothes at a pasar pagi one la I think. Im really in need of new pair of skinny jeans since all I have is jeggings. You see, I like jeggings but it seems that its pretty thin but not too thin than jeans, you know what Im saying? Hmm, and I also need to buy a longsleeve sweatshirt because I dont have alot of longsleeve shirt so that would be great and I would've probably sweat alot because it is so fucking hot here in Malaysia lol. Oh yeah and another thing. Sometimes I feel like I have multiple personalties hmm. Im different when Im around my friends, different when around my bf and Im also different when Im around my family. My true personality probably when Im all alone, in my room hmm sounds kinda sad? Haha! Nope.
Long time no post.
Wednesday, November 20, 2013 | 2:58 AM | 0 comments
Supp guys hehe. I just wanted to show guys a picture that I edited on photoshop.


before



after

Uhm. so what do you guys think? I know the photo itself looks dark haha.
Disclaimer; photo is not mine, I got it from google.

"There is something dark about photography of a woman underwater or look like drowning. Its like she's drifting deeper and deeper drowning in her sorrows." Sorry! You probably dont understand what Im saying. Its okay, just let me understand my own words.
life.
Tuesday, October 22, 2013 | 5:37 AM | 2 comments

Heh, I've been there. It hurts.
Changing my link/blog address
Monday, October 7, 2013 | 8:58 AM | 0 comments
Supp guys, I just wanted to tell you that Im thinking of changing my blog/link address but it probably be a hassle cause if I change it then the the ppl who followed my blog would'nt be able to read previous my post so how leh? Can you guys actually change my blog address from your own account before I even change it? hmm. I need yo help my dear clever followers/readers, should I even change my link or blog address? ok bai
Cameron Highlands.
Sunday, October 6, 2013 | 1:42 AM | 0 comments
 Yep. Hai. Totally lazy to update but I just want to show you guys my crappy shots at Cameron Highland. It was my first time EVAHHH going there. It was really cold in the morning and even colder at night! But really, there's nothing interesting in Cameron except for the tea farms. And the strawberries.


Brothers and dad. Zooming far from the ground. 

There is a cafe at the top of the mountains. Don't really know if the food and drinks are good though cause we did'nt really went there because its kinda expensive lol.

This one is not on the tea farm. I don't know what this place is called but it is full of flowers, and strawberries that about to bloom. Well, strawberries don't really bloom right? Lol, I don't know what word to use fr the strawberries ok.

Hibiscus Flower<3

Ok the last one is from the tea farm. The tea farm is really biiiiiiig, I want to go take pictures at the waterfall but it is too far awaaaaay, so what  can really do is just zooming it aghhh why?! *cry*

So, that's it guys. See you soon! *wink*
P/S; This trip is actually from early Jun I think? I don't remember lol.
Midnight post.
Sunday, September 1, 2013 | 9:39 AM | 0 comments
Hey people. Its already midnight and I really hope it would rain cause I can't sleep. So,hear me out guys. This is a short post, right now Im just ranting about stuff so its okay if you dont want to read it. Actually, Im deciding that I want to bleach my hair so I would have like a ombre kind of effect. Its really pretty, but seriously I dont want to damage my hair but I'll risk it lol.

kind of looked like this. Source: x

So, yesterday while me and my brother are going out I asked him to drove me to watsons store cause I want to buy something \I didnt tell him about the hair bleaching/. When he found out about what I was going to buy he was shocked and totally saying a no no. Lol, he tought I was going to bleach my whole hair but Im actually just going to bleach half of it. Anyway, I ended up not buying the bleach due to the insufficant funds. But Im totally going to buy that later. In stealth mode hahaha, and probably got my butt kicked by my mom oh well. Teenagers are all like that when they are in a rebellious stage :p because its yolo biatchhhhhhh hahahaha bye tweeps xx.
Layout changed.
Sunday, August 25, 2013 | 7:18 AM | 0 comments
So, let me tell you real quick. Totally a short post. So, I changed my template to this. Yeah, its ugly and not like the previous one lol. It is somewhat like a galaxy themed template I think? A lot of people have made a skin similar to this because it has became a trend? lol I donno cause all of the blogs i've been to has this kind of layout and ehmagerd, why the heck is profile that I wrote is sho fuhking depressed lmao hahaha oh and looked at the intro thats even more depressed hahahaha. Kbai.
I got SOTD!
Saturday, August 24, 2013 | 5:43 AM | 0 comments
 Omaigad, I can't believe I got an SOTD in blogskin.com! Thanks for making my skin as a SOTD, totally shocked. I appriciate all the comments that you guys gave me about the skin, either good or bad. Lol, anyway Im supposed to change my template after contributing the skin, but too lazy to change. Haha, Im so weird.

here's the skin;

The Falling Petals



Sorry if the skin is not like you guys expected it to be.
Running Man.
Friday, August 23, 2013 | 8:11 AM | 0 comments
Supp people! Currently im watching Running Man stream from the internet. Anyway, long time no see. This year raya is not really great? I guess? But still a fun raya. I'll post some of the raya pictures here later, of course not now because im pretteh laaaaayzayyy. You know me, Im lazy all the timeeeeee. Oh, by the way. The running man episode that Im watching now is episode 118, which is where Choi Min Soo appear! If you guys have watched the previous episode that Choi Min Soo came as guest such as; Running Man Hunting and Grasshopper Hunting it is effing hilarious I tell you!

Sneak Peak;





source;tumblr.
Songs that relate to me.
Monday, July 29, 2013 | 8:36 AM | 0 comments


The song is called, I wish I'd Never, by Zee Avi. This song really made my eyes burst into tears. The lyrics is so deep, this song literally describe what my feelings are right now. I love this song so much.

Here are the lyrics;

Watching phantom planes go by
Sinking into the darkness of the night
The lady in the clouds is lyin' down
beside Chopin while he plays her the words of heaven

Red light beaming just a little over the green familiar hill
I still don't know how to control how i think, or speak, or feel

so...

I wish i'd never fallen in love...
so deeply
I wish i'd never knew that love...
actually exists

I got your letter today
told me that you're back in therapy
and i don't know why but it still concerned me

But they tell me what's the point of hurting
over something, that was nothing at all
I never used to be so gullible and vulnerable
but i guess with love nothing's impossible

so...

I wish i'd never fallen in love...
so deeply
I wish i'd never knew that love...
actually exists

You said that i was good for you but you pushed me aside
Now tell me does that seem right?
I've fallen for a pessimist
but God help me i tried
to get you out of it

so...

I wish i'd never fallen in love...
so deeply
I wish i'd never knew that love...
actually exists...

but i do now...
i do now...

If any of you readers have been through what i've been through, you could totally relate to this song. Bye guys, I want to cry for a minute. Much love xx.
Looking back in 2012.
Monday, July 1, 2013 | 3:12 AM | 5 comments
Hey guys, so today Im just going to share a few pictures that is from 2012. This post actually focus more on photography and all the pictures are from my past vacation with my family and cousin.





This is my trip to Melaka, Pantai Puteri. We camp there for three days two nights.




This is from Langkawi, Marine Park in I don't remember haha. We went there to go snorkelling, it was rather satisfying but it has lots types of fish. For example; baby White Shark as you can see the gifs :o
PS; all pictures is taken by me.
PPS; I've been really been into making gifs lately ;D
PPPS; Adios Amigos. 


Pain.
Saturday, June 29, 2013 | 9:23 AM | 2 comments
 Hey peeps. Its not about leg pain, muscle pain. Its about heart, that is in pain. My heart. Ahh, you guys must be bored hear me talk about my love life and shit. Lol, well I don't give a fuck bitches. Oh maiiiii, Im feeling really pathetic and stupid right now. Crying just because a boy who doesnt care about her feelings, ahh
stupid stupid. Im arguing with my boyfriend, fyi. Its my fault, I did'nt reply his text for 2 hours. I said sorry, but he just doesnt listen. He still want to have a fight. So, I just let him not reply my text. Waiting like an idiot. Im an idiot when it comes to love, I admit. Then, just now at 11 tonight. I called him, I ask if he is still mad or not, he just said that hes not mad. Then, when I about to say something, he ended the call. What a jerk! He is such a jerk! After that, I send him a text. A long text, and he just replied a fucking UM?! The fuck? Ughhhhh, I lost control of my feelings, so I replied him saying, go continue your sulking and dont ever text me again. Hah! Take that you jerk. Bad thing to do, Iknow lol. I feel like want to turn off my phone, and I don't want to turn it on again. Let it be. I just cant hold this pain. Everything I do, to him it's just a mistake. A fault. I know. One day Im going to end this relationship. Maybe, being single is the right choice. Even tough you might feel lonely every now and then. Honestly, sometimes I wish that I never met him.
GIFs.
Sunday, May 26, 2013 | 3:44 AM | 0 comments
Hey guys. so, today I totally don't know what to do. so, i just made some GIFs to share with you guys. I know, Im such a noob in making GIFs but I really enjoyed it. Lol.




The last one is my ultimate favourite ;D I just felt as if like its girl power you know? hahaha. Feel free to use it, but totally give me a credit okay because I make the GIFs my self T^T so definitly give a credit. Till then, byebye lovelysssss♥
Stressed out.
Wednesday, May 22, 2013 | 1:13 AM | 0 comments
Hey guys. Just done doing some exercises lol. Im thinking of getting a flat abs, because my stomach is kinda boroi lololololol! Totally having fun doing the exercises even though it hurts, haha. Anyway, straight to the point. Im kinda stressed out lately, probably because of the examination and having a new relationship. The new relationship with a new boyfriend is kinda weird and awkward I think? because my new boyfriend is actually my old best friend well, were not really best friend but were kinda close. Him, being as my boyfriend was okaaaaay. Yeah, we do fight with all the little things and over some misunderstanding, but I love him. I just hope that he understand how I feel. Im, an insecure girl and more over with all the things that happend to me in the past relationship scares me. Right now, im still having a fight with him. I just dont understand why. It makes me sad just thinking about it, guess Im going to sleep with tears tonight :)

Thankyou for listening/reading wonderful readers :')
Im Back.
Monday, May 20, 2013 | 12:56 AM | 0 comments
Hello guyssssss. Lol, long time no post. My computer got some problems so i can't update this blog for such along long looooooooong time. Lol, like there is someone reading my blog. well, what ev. My computer is now reformated and its ready to serve me. That does not sound right does it? So, yeah. The story about my ex, just ignore it. I already forget him. yeah I could delete my post about my ex but I chose not to. Because, I just don't want to forget what he did towards me. So guys please dont bash because of it. I don't care about all your opinions. this is my blog so let me decide what I want to do k. Oh, and about the photos I promised a few months back, sorry. Too lazy to upload it. yeah, my bad. Lewlssssssssss. Kbye.
My Ex
Tuesday, April 2, 2013 | 1:55 AM | 0 comments
Hai everybody. Long time no blog eh? Im eating pengat pisang right now and it is gooooooood. yum!
I kinda have time right now so I'll just tell you guys what's been happening in March. So, yeah. I have been cheated by someone that I trust which is my ex-boyfriend. So, if you don't want to "hear" or read my rant about my ex, you can click the x button.

It all started when he have to go to PLKN/malaysianknowsthis/ . Everybody who have to go to PLKN have to stay there for three month. So, yes. I waited for him for three months. YES, that whole lifeless THREE MONTHS and he did'nt even called or text me. My woman instinct about him cheating was right when I open my Facebook to check on his Facebook account because when I tried to search his name it was'nt there, none, nothing. It turned out that he blocked me! And when I tried search his name using my friends account, fortunately, it worked. And I get to see all his photo with his new girlfriend. Fuck him. I did'nt even know that he was back for three days for the holiday.

I trusted him. I thought he was loyal to me, but he did'nt. He is a really, really nice guy and I did not think he would do this to me. After the three months end, he got back here, but did not text and call me or even saying that he want a break up till now. Stupidity, that is. Or even, a coward. I felt really bad and stupid. I just wish that I could tell him that he is the most stupid fucking guy. But I don't have the guts. We have been together for three year's. If it was only three or four months, I guess thats fine. Maybe.

It feels really good to let all the heartache out. At least, less suffering ;) till then, thanks for reading my stupidity, ranting about ex-es. Hope you guys would'nt mind.
Taikidomo x colors and wishes GIVEAWAY.
Monday, February 25, 2013 | 4:45 AM | 1 comments
 Hey guys Im back!

So, I just enter this giveaway from Lionel. Haha, yeaah. Entering it just for fun. If you guys want to enter, come and join me! It is open world wide :D. So, here goes;

 What I like about your blog is that your blog template is so cuute, and not as eyesoring like some other blogs, hahaha. I totally like when you post about beauty related stuff because it is informative and kinda fun to read, lol and your photos! Some of your photos make me inspired to take photos eventhough its crappy. hahaha, I really love photography man! Okay, thats it. I have to do my home work. Sincerely, The End.
So Fast.
| 3:46 AM | 0 comments
Oh, hi.
It seems that i did't update this blog for like ages. Lol. Blame the lazyness and school homeworks. Haha! Time is moving so fast and in a blink of an eye its already March! Well, not literally. Almost. So, During the chinese new year, my family and my cousen went camping and the next day we head to Penang. It's a hectic day i'd say. Oh, and that Chinese New Year is on 10th Feb right? It's my freaking birthday! Tought my bro would give me a cupcake since I already asked him earlier on the month,lol. Oh, but what could possibly I do, there is no cake store anywhere. If there is, the store looks kind of crappy and old. hahahaha. Wellll, I post the photos later on since I feel like kinda lazy right now. Till then, toodles!
Forget the past and move on.
Friday, February 15, 2013 | 8:31 AM | 0 comments


LIES

FUCK BREAKUPS. ALL OF THE SWEET TALKS ARE JUST FUCKING LIES. YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVE ME BUT YOU DONT! CURSE YOU AND YOUR SWEET TALKS.
Kalumpang, again.
Thursday, January 3, 2013 | 11:53 PM | 0 comments
Let the picture's describe my stories.



/Shot at RNR Rawang/

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